Happy Puso 2009
This site has been dead for quite some time. I’ve been wanting to post updates since christmas but I never had the chance to do so. Or there have been a lot of things to say I couldn’t seem to find enough words and time.
More than half of my 2008 Wishlist came true.The birthday and christmas combined. The best part I think is finally getting a stable job which I’ve kept for 8 months now (wow that is surprise really). I am Teacher Fran. And despite the irony of being one (from a dropped out film student) makes life even weirder, but lighter in a way. God how I love saying that word. Lighter.
I moved out of home 2 years ago. I kept a temporary roof for a year, then moved out again. I need not to go into details since the drama part is over. So over that I could laugh all day thinking I was too stubborn to carry my backpack alone. I was so young then. Not that I’ve grown that much now. But I am better now. Ang yabang lang. But yes, I am.
Just two weeks ago I was again in the verge of fluctuation. Yet again I had good friends to back me up. Not really saved my ass, because I pretty much know now that no one’s my saviour but myself. And if there’s one thing that I really have learned for the past two years of standing on my feet, it’s appreciation. I kind of lacked tons of that before. or I really had but wasn’t vocal enough to assure people what I felt sincerely.
Kaya para sa inyong mahal ko, eto mula sa puso ko (in no particular order):
Bestfriend – dahil ikaw naman talaga yun. hindi man “best” as operative na word, alam mo naman na ikaw pa rin yun. Ikaw lang yun. Malapit na tayong mag-isang dekada. Pag mga lola na tayo magbibilang pa tayo ng dekada (pero mas magaling pa rin ako sa math).
Diyosa ng Makiling – dahil ikaw rin ang diyosa ng buhay ko. Sa buhay ko, puno ng alaala mo, natin, ang 2008. At para sa susunod pang mga taon, punuin pa natin ito ng rollercoaster rides na mga alaala.
Tsong – dahil ikaw ang pinaka-fair na taong kilala ko. And I owe you big time pare. Sayo lang din ako nakikinig. Pusanggalang kulot kase tayo pareho. At sige na nga, miss na kita (kiligin ka naman kahit konti, since feeling mo kras pa rin kita).
Boyfriend – dahil ikaw ang pinakagwapo sa lahat, haha. Hoy, wag mong sirain ang buhay mo, di kita dadalawin sa libing mo pag natuluyan ka sa hithit laklak mong buhay. Bente uno na ako, at bente uno na ring taon tayong nagmamahalan. Tayo na nga lang di ba? At alam ko, talikuran man ako ng mundo, may babalikan ako sa palosapis para akapin.
(Ex)Housemate – idagdag mo pa diyan ang pseudobestfriend, adik buddy, emo outlet, dreamcatcher/weaver, at art (art-art) partner. Ikaw rin si worst enemy (sabay batok). For the good times, bad times (really bad times), and HIGH times. Ikaw ang aking weed. At sige na nga, wine.
Breakthrough Friend of the Year – kahit di mo ko bessy pagkat ako lang si betty, ikaw pa rin ay mahal sa puso ko. Kahit seloso ka. Kahit pinagpapalit kita sa pusa. Ikaw pa rin si
Mekong. At ako ang iyong Mutya.
Buddy – dahil ikaw ang tatay ko. Ikaw lang ang pwedeng sumermon pag naleleyt ako. Or pag inaabuso ko ang katawan at oras ko. At di lang halata, isa ka sa pinakamabubuting taong kilala ko (hoy pautang nga, haha).
Teacher – what i am now I greatly owe it to you. Thanks, not only for trusting and believing in the great possibilities that I can do, but for teaching me to trust and believe again.
Annual Friends – dahil kahit isang beses sa isang taon lang tayo nagkakasama, hindi kailanman mamamatay ang samahang ito.
TGIS/Sclub/Gimik/Berks – sa paniniwala at pagtitiwala, salamat. Alam ko namang mahal niyo ko. At opo, babalik ako ng pag-aaral, in time.
I’ll be a happier puso if someone gets me that FINAL SET ERASERHEADS ticket. Please. Please. Please. Sayo na ang puso ko ng buo. Isama mo pa ang free cleaning ng bahay mo.
Mag-iwan ng Tugon